My apologies for me blogging little

Hi all readers,

I just want you to know that I am very well alive! And planning to stay that way.

One of the reasons that I’m not blogging much anymore is the crappy net, of which I am not supposed to say the word “crap” because a friend of mine doesn’t like it, so I won’t say it unless I get really REALLY REALLY REALLY mad.

Anyways back to the point, I wasn’t blogging because of my crappy net which is so crappy it doesn’t just not work it turns on then off then on then off then on for another 12 sec then off, mostly off, until you get some type of cyber paranoia thingy and can’t go to sleep. Worst thing of all the people you are talking to on your messengers¹ start believing that you really have paranoia. Crap net. This has been going on for around a week, with the usual chance of having a steady but extremely slow connection or having none at all, as if the fact that my best friends brother tends to enjoy the usual downloads and plugging me out of the internet and sometimes the whole LAN is bad enough.

The crappy net is only one of the reasons. I have some other:

School —————- \

Balakoria

Study —————–/

Parents telling me to go study

My eye’s pain from reading so much

My depression

And the fact that I can’t say crap until I get angry.

1(I am not sure about all the other people but I got like 1-3 messengers on sometimes)